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I am Janelle Marie Consolacion Lara. My family called me “Jen”, but my friends called me “Jha-Jha”. When someone called me Janelle, I really feel that were not too close. :) I am a girl who believes that “everything has its own time frame, so don’t rush things because a perfect moment comes in a perfect time”. I am the one who didn’t love girl stuff. I really felt close to someone when I’m with him/her while eating. If I don’t want someone, I am not interested to know him. I really love HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL, especially ZAC EFRON.. I love so much WINNIE THE POOH(specifically collecting stuff about them). When I’m depressed, I really love to eat chocolates and ice cream (rocky road). Im just a simple girl that need someone who will understand me for who and what am I. I’m the one that you can count on time of your needs, or so we called on as shoulder to lean on. I don’t like someone who is “PLASTIC”. If you don’t like me, show it to me rather than to be with me with full of pretentions. I observed that in first impression, they always think that I’m snob, but try to know me, and you will know that I’m one of your friends that you will treasure forever,. A SIMPLY ME, BUT TRUE

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text post Thu, Jun. 02, 2011

A Broken Promise, Lead to Take a Risk

“Ang pangako matutupad kung gugustuhin ng taong nangako”, pananaw ko habang pinanghahawakan ko pa ang salitang “hindi aq magboboyfriend hanggat hindi aq gumagraduate”.

But all words left behind, when love comes on my way in the presence of this guy. I admit that guy captures my attention on our first day of class. “Hindi siya gwapo pero parang puno ng sense of humor”. First thing na naobserve ko sa kanya. Unexpectedly,siya rin pala ung taong napadalawang isip ako kung tatanggapin ko ba siya o paninidigan ko ang mga pangakong binitawan ko. I let the love break the promises I have and take the risk to feel being in love. He is the one who really makes me special. He is one who makes me feel that I’m a girl that must be taking care of. Siya ung unang taong humawak sa kamay ko at naramdaman ko na masaya ko na walang kaeffort effort. Siya ung taong gusto kong alagaan at kahit kausap ko ay namimiss ko. Gusto ko siya ung kausap ko pagkagising ko hanggang pagtulog ko.

But not all things end up with a smile. Hindi ko alam paano nagtapos ang lahat.Umasa ako na meron pa akong aasahan at higit sa lahat may karapatan na mahalin siya higit sa inaakala niya. A smile turns into cry. Start from love, but end up as a stranger. I don’t care if he give is a real love but I was thankful that I have so many things that I learned. Things that no certain books and teachers can give you. As of now, I’m happy being single:)