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A year ago, I’ve decided to close my heart. To forget all the bad things happened. But not all things that you want are always happened on the time that you can say “YES. I’m ready right now.”
There is someone who tries to catch my attention. Cause of being “makulet”, I was admitted that “yes. I want to know you more than the name you have”
I’m afraid to tell to you how much you mean to me. I can’t say out loud that I am too affected when we talk about the plans into your life, specifically going abroad. AFRAID, to tell you how I missed you when I didn’t get any messages and phone calls from you. But lastly, I’m afraid to admit that I’m happy having you.
But still.. “I’m afraid to get hurt cause of expectation all the words you’ve said will happen”. And of course to fall in love once again but in the end, I will fall to decide “to move on”.